Problem:
I lived a very messed up life coming up from teenage ears from around 13 years old (sexual immorality, lieng, conning, stealing, cheating, envy, pride, bitternes, unforgiveness, lust, perverseness, unbelief, unfaithfuness etc etc etc and God sent a lady into my life who became my best friend.
She is a Christian as well but I have known her since 2016 and we have arguments throughout but it would always appear that I was the problem and sometimes just for peace sake I would just apologize even though sometime she says she' tired of hearing it and thst I will never change. There were little things I'd do that if it was anyone else it would've been overlooked or something to laugh about shortly after but not with her. She sees these things as disrespect or me putting her down. I don't set out to hurt her but she always sees it that way.
The Lord has commissioned me to do monthly financial assistance to her since 2017 and I honestly never knew I could but by God's grace I have been faithful. There are many times I'd go the extra mile to provide more financial support. I know she's grateful but these arguments are stressing and draining. I keep praying and praying and praying to be honest it would appear things are getting worst. I just don't know what to do.
I am seeking the Lord's divine help and intervention, His grace and whatever else i need to grow because I do believe i am the problem. Need Assignment Help?